Life is fucking crazy, but it's crazier without you

I never thought I'd make it this far without you. It hasn't gotten easier. I don't know if it ever will. I still think about you every day. I still miss you all the time. I miss having you here with me. I miss being able to talk to you and confide in you. I miss having that constant in my life. My world has been falling apart. If you were still here, I think I'd be okay. I'd be able to handle it. But I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what to do without you. I've been doing my best for the past four months, but I don't think I can anymore.